Deng it has been a while since I wrote in this thing! The last entry I had was When Eddie proposed to me at Disneyland and that was almost a year ago! Deng. The way time goes by so fast!. Well I have graduated high school. I went to SBCC majoring in Theatre Arts: Acting/ Directing. Then In the spring I transfered to VC and now am majoring in Music. So I am having a good time! Eddie and I are still togeher. umm I think its 1 year and 7 months? yah. but yah. life is good. at the moment. umm I don;t know what else to write. so yah I'ma go now. just thought I'd update a lil.

Currently Listening Let's Get Married/Promise By Jagged Edge see related

June 18, 2005: Disneyland. A Day to Remember FOREVER!

Well wow! it has been a while since I wrote up in this bitch. my last entry was about me and eddie being together for 5 months and now its going to be 11 months on Wednesday. wow. well since then i have graduated highschool. I sang at graduation. that is something i won't EVER forget! and then did a mission impossible....go out to dinner with...get this....BOTH of my PARENTS! yup me, eddie, my mom and dad went out to red lobster after graduation. then went to a graduation party and yah.

June 18, 2005....
Eddie and I woke up late to go leave to Disneyland. We were gonna leave at 8 and woke up at 9. I took a shower so did he and then asked my dad for money. he went to my back to put some in there and next thing u know he calls and says: DON'T LEAVE YOUR BANK IS CLOSE! so i waited at home and he came back and gave me money. so then we were off to disneyland. we left at 1030 and got there at 1230. hung out went on indiana jones ride then went to eat then went to sit down to watch the parade. well while we were waiting. i was sitting between eddie's legs and i felt something poking me =D haha no dirty minded people. so i reached into his pocket and found a little box. then i open the little box and found a ring box...OH DEAR! then i peacked into the ring box and saw a beautiful ring and i immediatley drop the box! and he picked it up and i started crying. he look me dead into the eyes and said "shana, u kno i love u right? (i said right ;D) will u be my wife?" and i was like "ARE U SERIOUS!? your not joking are u?" and he was like "no. i love you baby." and i said yes and he put the ring on my finger. and den we watched the parade...WOW! yes i know. at the HAPPIEST PLACE ON EARTH i had the happiest moment! so yes i'm engaged and so in love!!!

love always....Shana *soon-to-be* McBride

5 Months and 12 Days

Yes, Eddie and I have been together for 5 months and 12 days. deng its been long!! hehe we're almost at 6 months and you know what? our relationship has gotten a lot better. we fight less and we talk more. it use to be opposite for a while. but you know after 5 months you realise fighting becomes a thing of the past. Our love has grown so much through out our relationship. we hug more, we kiss more, we look at each other with those "i love you" eyes. honestly, nothing else matters to me. Orlando Bloom could get down on one knee and ask me to marry him and i wouldn't even notice because all I can see is Eddie. i can't write anymore. i have tears in my eyes because finally.....i can be happy. I can actually put a smile on my face and mean it!

As I looked into your eyes.....a shooting star flew through the sky....
<3 shana and eddie <3
A Match Made In Heaven

In a relationship you always feel that the person you are with is the person you are going to spend the rest of your life with. Some relationships end horrible and someone or both of you are left hurt and confused but in other relationships you find someone who is A Match Made In Heaven. Everything is so right. Perfect. *sigh*.....I really don't know what else to say but thank you Lord. You have made eddie and i very happy together. thank you for guiding this relationship. without you there would be know us. thank you....I LOVE YOU EDDIE McBride!!!

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

hope everyone ate a lot and had good thanksgiving with family and friends. so umm i guess ima write what im thankful for this thanksgiving:

1. Living. without God I would not be here...well...WE ALL would not be here. Thank you God for giving a good life.

2. Family: Parents. God thank you for giving me wonderful parents. My mom, i love her so much. even tho we don't talk as much i still love her. My dad, my best friend in the whole wide world. we definitly have our downs but we do have our ups. im so thankful for having such a great father in my life.

3. Eddie. God, I thank you so much for bringing me someone so wonderful. Every poem I wrote, Every song I have sung, Everything has been for Eddie. He has completed my puzzel. Every day I waking up thanking you Lord for giving me someone who loves, cares, and cherishes me in every way. At times I still think I'm dreaming because it seems to good to be true, to be real! I understand now why I have went through so much heartache in my life. Eddie is my cure to all my pain. Yes we have our fights, arguments, and tears but then we do have our laughs, hugs, kisses, and good tears. I have never been so sure in my life about him. I know I want to spend the rest of my life with Eddie. God, thank you because without you, there wouldn't be any of us to share the love that you give to us to others.

Yes im thankful for friends and food and stuff like that but those were my 3 main reasons. well everyone HAPPY THANKSGIVING!